I used this picture about 2 months ago in a very dark post… a post about a very, very depressive episode. At the time, all I could see was the darkness… all I could see was the long road with no way out. I- quite literally- had tunnel vision.
But now… now I see the light at the end of the tunnel. I wake up and I don’t automatically dread the day. I see the brilliant colors of the world all around me as I drive from point A to point B. I feel the cool breath of wind on my neck as I stand in the shining sun.
The fog is lifting.
And for the first time in a VERY long time, I am starting to feel alive.
I’m just scared that it won’t last.